Rant (May be offensive to some)

So I can’t play fantage because I don’t really have a computer at the moment but I still want to post on here so I might post about random things that happen to me. This time it might offend people in a matter of ways idk, so be warned. Some cursing may follow.
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Okay so my first semester of college I was asked to join a bible study club, wanting to be more religious than I am and get connected with God on a deeper level I said yes. The first semester was great, no problem. Fast forward to this semester. The week I started my job, the club leader, D, invited me to hang out and said the whole club was there. But when I got there it was just D, A (a girl), and C (a guy I don’t really know and only met once). I thought nothing of it at first but through the night I noticed D and A getting all close and I thought they were dating. Then, we were going to drive down town to get boba and D, the only guy I was familiar with, asks me who I want to ride with, him or C. Being the untrusting and socially awkward person I am I tried to say I’d go with him, but D spoke before I did and said “Comeon! C has a really cool sports car!” then ran off with A. C was asking me non stop questions and it was WEIRD (also note:  I hate cars???? I don’t care what kind of car you have??? They’re all the same???). Anyway, at the pizza place and boba they made me sit next to C which was odd. I texted my best friend Beth and she told me “Christians make clubs like this to find who they’re going to marry, this is the shit they do”. I brushed it off and didn’t believe her even though she goes to Christian events all the time. Now, everyone in the club is dating someone but me and C. Anyway, let’s move on to today. This pissed me the fuck off and I will not be going back. So apparently one of the acronyms they use is F.A.T. and D turns to me and asks me how I feel about my weight???? Okay I’m not very big but I’m also not skinny what so ever. I’m slightly chubby and this is just how I am. I run frequently, eat salads every day, swim 2 hours every day in summer and I still am the same weight. It’s just how I was built. SO THIS PISSED ME OFF. A, who is dating D at this point, yells “YOU CAN’T JUST ASK THAT” then D starts fumbling around saying he doesn’t actually think I’m fat (note: I’m the only chubby one in the club) and that he thinks I’m actually pretty blah blah blah. MKAY if you didn’t think I was fat you wouldn’t have said that shit to me, bastard. There is no need to body shame and there is no need for me to be in a club where they think body shaming is okay and making a dating club is okay. No, I came here to study the bible and praise God and Jesus. Not to date and not to be ridiculed like I am beneath them. Newsflash, I’m probably better than your asses because I joined the club to praise, not to date AND I DONT BODY SHAME. I joined it for the right reason while you joined it for the wrong reason. That, already makes me 1000x better. Yeah, I’m not skinny but at least I’m kinder.